You are entitled to miracles because of what you are. You will receive miracles because of what God is. You will give miracles because you are one with God. -The Course in Miracles As I sit here on my deck on a beautiful morning in August, feeling the breeze, hearing the birds and appreciating the sunlight as it glimpses through the clouds, almost as though purposely orchestrated with the sights and sounds that surround me, I know without question that there is a higher source to all of life, touching every creation ever thought, imagined or manifested. I’ve also come to realize that I am one of those miracles of creation as well. This realization is not boastful in nature but rather a simple acceptance of the knowing of what is…and what has always been. I wonder in this moment when I stopped having this knowing and understanding of the world because, as these seemingly simple concepts return to me, there is such an earie sense of familiarity – with that I know two things are certain. One, I’ve known this all before so this is not a new discovery, but a rekindling of an old. Two, what I’ve thought about myself and the world from the time since I forgot all of this and now to the now, I’ve created a reality during that time not based on what is, but on what I thought should be. And what I thought, believed and practiced could not have been further from the truth. What I’ve come to realize is that I am, the world is, all is…so very simple. What all of this is, in the end, is love. And everything else in between, our “creation,” if you will, was simply fear materialized because we declared it so. In the past few weeks, I have realized that I’m seeing past all of that – and with that, now recognizing that the acting out of myself and others when things are not going as planned in “our story,” only adds fuel to the fire of our own fear, bringing more of what we don’t want into fruition. And then, after it appears, asking why and feeling as though we are the victim. I’m seeing now for the first time that it is not in getting stuck in the story that we created, but in allowing for the truth to be shown, to unfold right before our eyes and for us to awaken to the knowing of who we are once again. It is time for us to make the declaration that we are one with Source and to accept nothing else – as that is the truth. And in that moment, we are whole, we are complete, we are not stuck in a world of proof and stridency in which we play the victim of a world of our own making. We - are true spirit - is the goal. It is in this moment that we once again return to who we’ve always been…it is also in that moment that we also realize that we never left; we just thought we had.
I spent yesterday afternoon at the celebration of my grand daughter’s 2nd birthday. I have such a connection to this little being and she brings not just me, but so many, such a great sense of joy. As I reflect back on her life here on earth, I think back to the night when she returned home from the hospital. Mom and Dad were exhausted and I readily agreed to be on night so that her parents could get a good night’s rest. That night was magical for me. Much of the night, little Miss did not sleep, but was rather peacefully awake throughout the midnight into early daylight hours. I sat with her downstairs in a big comfy chair, holding her on my lap while she wrapped her tiny little fingers around my pinky and looked without a focus up to me. I remember thinking to myself that I was in a sacred moment with this little one, her having just arrived fully into her body an into the world from spirit. I’ve been able to see energy since I was little, and in those quiet undisturbed moment, I saw a beautiful gold energy just emanating all round her – it was a light I’d never seen before. I felt her connection to God so profoundly, and in so I also felt my own. In some ways those hours seemed to last a lifetime because the profoundness seemed infinite. As the sun began to rise, with the beautifully soft hues of peach and red and yellow, I knew that I’d been changed by the night with my granddaughter, and it had felt and been such a gift. Navy and I have had such a strong connection since the day that she was born. I think she was a gift given to me, as well as to all those who love her, because she reminded me in those hours about my own connection to the Divine. In that place, nothing else matters. We are not proving, we are not striving, we are not lamenting…we are just being. And when we are in a place of the now, all is so very clear – and we aren’t in need of anything. All is in perfect order, we don’t need to do anything, we just need to be. At almost 60, I finally am getting back to the place in which Miss Navy showed me by her own existence of being at day 2. I didn’t know it then – I just felt so in awe in the moment. But what continued to unfold for me in the days, months and now 2 years to follow, was what was so well crystalized in the course of miracles so many years ago. I am entitled to miracles because of who I am. I will receive miracles because of who God is. I will give miracles because I am one with God. And that is it. That lesson, brought front and Center for me by Miss Navy, has not only opened doors of understanding, wisdom and new opportunity, it has allowed me to once again reconnect to who I really am… That’s not to say that I don’t get my occasional hiccup with judgement, but now I recognize that this is my ego grappling with some old unresolved source of unworthiness. I now can consciously recognize what is happening, laugh at myself, love myself and move on in the knowing that I am just as God created me, and that it’s time for me to let go and allow. Seeing the spirit of Navy that first night that we met, has allowed of me to do the same for myself, letting go of the misconceptions that I once believed to be true. It is a simple as that – and it all was brought to me two years ago by a special gift names Miss Navy!
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AuthorKristyn Baker, CECP, is an intuitive energy healer and writer. Her forty years of working with energy medicine has evolved as she has expanded her own healing abilities and understandings. Combining her abilities as an Emotion Code practitioner and Simpson Protocol practioner with her intuitive insights and channeling, opens opportunities to heal and to release what no longer serves. . Archives
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